Accdg. to a certain website, this was my pastlife...think about this, "Life may not be the party we hoped for. But while we're here, we might as well dance." So, shall we?
Unstable Dancer
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Monday, April 12, 2004

...i'm thinking now.


10 Questions that will unlock your heart.



1.) Are you preventing yourself from something
wonderful?
> i am. i'm just scared to try things. i might
disappoint. i'm just too scared to take chances.

2.) Will you be as you are or opt for change?
> thinking about a little change. from my very
first post here, i have this short poem about me
being underconstructed. *is there a word?* i
little change is good.

3.) Give one nonliving object you might want to
destroy now.
> songhits. i've been keeping about a stack of it
because i need the chords. i might learn the
guitars soon.

4.) What is the biggest misconception people
have on you?
> ..that i don't enjoy their company because i
don't talk that much. i'm just shy. give me time
to adjust. i think i don't piss that much.

5.) You're the song "_______".
> "in my life" by the beatles...there are places
i remember all my life though some have
changed...yun yung part ng lyrics


6.) What is that childhood character you failed
to retain?
> enjoying simpler things in life. di na ko
nakakatambay kasama ng mga barkada ko. dati 8am-
mabaling araw kaming nakatambay. kahit malalaki
na kami naglalaro pa rin kami dati ng taguan o
habulan. kwento ng kahit anong kagaguhan.
swimming...i miss those good old days when
everything and everyone were so simple.

7.) What factor will make you trust?
> the smile. it breaks barriers, right? it
reaches something to the soul whether he/she
could be trusted or not.

8.) What is the biggest life lesson you learned
by yourself?
> experience is the harder teacher. it gives the
the test first.then the lesson afterwards.
hehe..just read this one. seriously, nobody feels
the same way i'm feeling in a given moment except
me.
the final decision on a certain problem still
depends on me. i have the final say if i'm going
to move on, quit or fail...in the silence of the
night in the comfort of my bed, still i think a
lot of things.

9.) Who gave such an impact on your life, who
you still hate?
> people whom i've met whether they know me as me
or as a pretender, or a friend or an enemy or an
idiot. who cares? i pay attention to everyone.i
give them chances to get close to me. later, sort
the ones who make me better. what happens to the
rejects? pick on them before they kill me.

10.) How can you, fairly, thank a person who has
been there for you all your life?
> i'm not "showy". i care but i hide the feeling.
i love but i hide it...i'm never busy for the
ones i love. if i can't make it for a date or
movie or reunion, i'll text, call, make something
special or eat an ice cream with them. then have
a nice talk. or probably, give 'em a high five, a
pat on the back, a handshake...


shoot that question...hehe. i just love questions about the ordinary and the other...still the human in me plus the heart...


posted by Arn everybody's gone kung fu fightin at 4:13 AM