Love, Hate This Day
4:26pm
As much as I want to hate this day, I can't.
My left eye is still a bit irritated. A stye, though it loss some mass, is still on my upper eyelid. But I can bear it. My glasses can actually hide it or give the person in front of me a certain glare for it to be unnoticed.
I am still sick. From last saturday night, I still feel I am not back in my normal self. Amidst the fever, clogged nose and dry cough, it's my energy that I miss.
It has been tiring for me to walk from the MRT station to my office. My so called kasu-kasuan ache. This must've been flu. Maybe a flu. I haven't checked with a doctor yet. Knowing me, I will stick with self medication. But these pills are killing me. I feel sicker. And my morning ritual tends to be abnormal. Morning ritual meaning my session in our bathroom. Perhaps, pills somehow affect the cycle in me.
Blame me if I still chose to be in the office. I think I have more productive things to do in here than to be home resting.
Know what? I've been checking my skin if I have spots. There has been a case of dengue fever in our place. Our house is a pretty mosquito-infested haven. And I do not want anyone close to me obtaining that disease.
Also, I cannot eat properly. Since yesterday, I have become too lazy thinking about what food to eat. Moreso, if I should eat or not.
Oh, I just blew my nose. And it's already bleeding because I clean it with tissue paper that much. Of course, I do not want anything dangling in my nostrils. My eyes , too, are teary. My back is aching. And I feel coooooooold.
But everybody goes through it. Lagnat laki lang 'to. Perhaps, I am just dramatizing my journey going home at night. Usually, it is raining. And waiting for a ride home is like waiting in vain for your love. Oh, that's minus the love.
I visited my grandma last Saturday afternoon. It was a hot day. I brought her 2 fresh buko juice, which she loves to freeze inside her fridge for that sherbet style of dessert, and varieties of bread. After a couple of hours in her house, I went home carrying the wallpaper my aunt/godmother gave my sister. A few hours of tv and food, then, I took a bath almost midnight already. This is how I analyzed the cause of my sickness now.
Before I forget, my latest find in my suking supermarket is Nay Charing's Sinangag mix. I got its Longganisa flavor. But it comes with Bistek Tagalog and the other one. I'm not sure if its brand is Nay Charing. I have to check that one once I get home.
posted by Arn 
at 4:54 PM
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